Post by CASSIDY LOGAN DAVENPORT. on May 31, 2010 19:52:08 GMT
cassidy logan davenport , ------------
------------------------------ TWENTY-ONE , HUMANS , NEUTRAL , MISUNDERSTOOD.
"I KNOW THAT YOU NEVER LOVED ME, I KNOW THAT YOU NEVER CARED AT ALL."
[/center][/blockquote][/blockquote]from the blog of cassidy logan davenport
fuck. my. life.
it's official, my life is over again. my father has insisted that i am throwing my life away in london, and that i should come back to new york, in order to be more "productive". productive my ass. he just wants me to come work for him and become the next face of davenport real estate development. doesn't he understand that i don't really feel like following in his footsteps and that maybe i have my own plan for my life. by the way, i am twenty one fucking years old and i can make decisions for myself. i guess not according to him. even though i have proven time and again that i am not throwing my life away with alcohol and strippers. or at least, not to his knowledge. that was totally a one time thing, and it wasn't even his money. besides what he doesn't know can't hurt him, right?
also, i kind of like it here, much to my surprise. i mean, originally london was some kind of punishment for partying too hard back in new york. though isn't it kind of ironic that he sent me somewhere that i can drink at eighteen when my problems were of that nature. but he need not worry about me now. i mean, he has enough money that i could spend as much as i wanted and he would probably not even notice it was gone. plus, going back would mean facing everybody who though i was a horrible person for being sent away in the first place. but whatever, that has nothing to do with anything at this point. besides, i'm almost done with university, and after next year, i'll be able to go wherever i want. there is really no point in cutting me off just because i'm not going back to a place where nobody wants me, and i'll just feel like an outcast. besides, that's sort of what i am at this point. i've never really fit in with anyone, except my former drug dealers, but that's only because i paid them.
for once, i want to get along with somebody for reasons other than my financial status. here, nobody knows who i am, and it feels good not to have everyone stare at me because i come from a crazy rich family. it feels so much better to be normal, and not worry about what the press is going to write about what i do next, and how i'm destroying my family's reputation.
most played songs on itunes
far away ; thermostatic
teenage riot ; sonic youth
where is my mind ; the pixies
cozza frenzy ; bassnectar
what's my age again ; blink 182
smoke signals ; emancipator
tonight ; freezepop
i think i'm paranoid ; garbage
see you in my nightmares ; kanye west
i made it ; kevin rudolf
cassidy's to-do list, in no particular order
- don't piss off dad
- pay rent
- do laundry
- find a legitimate job that doesn't involve mooching off dad
- pass my last year of university
- finish my homework
- clean out refrigerator, check expiration dates
- restock liquor cabinet
HI, MY NAME IS LO. I'M TWENTY YEARS OLD AND I'VE BEEN ROLEPLAYING FOR SIX YEARS. YOU CAN REACH ME THROUGH PM/AIM-VANILLAMONKEY825 AND I ALSO PLAY OTHER CHARACTERS. I'D JUST LIKE TO SAY I AM AWESOME .
MADE BY LILLY CAN'T BE TAMED OF CAUTION 2.0.
