Post by ALEXANDER JAMES MCLAIR on May 28, 2010 17:03:45 GMT
alexander james mclair , ------------
-------------------------------------- EIGHTEEN , HUMAN , UNSURE , KIND-HEARTED.
"I DON'T WANNA LOSE YOU, SO DON'T SKIP TOWN, I DON'T WANNA LOSE YOU, W
ON'T YOU STAY AROUND? -----------------------------------------------------------------"
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JOURNAL ENTRY: JANUARY FIRST 2010
woo! it's the new year and things are finally working out. me and kiki are like.. getting better as things progress. we just have to wait and see what happens now. hopefully it'll all be good things. forgetting 2009 now because to be fair, that year was just full of.. rubbish events. i'm actually happy for once. it's amazing. and now, i'll go sleep. so i can wake up refreshed and actually start living again. with kiki in my life, of course.
JOURNAL ENTRY: JANUARY FOURTH 2010
life.. has been good. it's started off just completely amazing. kiki's just.. so perfect for me. i guess i've been spending quite a lot of time with her. everything's still looking up. nothing's gone totally wrong just yet. in fact, it's not going to. and they all said it wouldn't work. they said she'd stray. she hasn't. she's too amazing to stray..
JOURNAL ENTRY: JANUARY TWENTIETH 2010
had an absolutely brilliant day today. went out with kiki and some of the gang. we just drank and took pictures all day. it was absolutely carefree. i think life's going to be like this for a pretty long time. (:
JOURNAL ENTRY: FEBRUARY SECOND 2010
well. i guess good things don't always last, do they? something's wrong with kiki. she's kind of straying a little. i don't know.. she seems a little off with me. have i done something wrong? i can't remember doing anything to piss her off... i'm just.. confused. it's like.. i can't even explain it. i wish she'd talk to me. i want things to be simple.. but they never are. maybe a good night's sleep is what i need.
JOURNAL ENTRY FEBRUARY TWENTIETH 2010
my birthday in five days. things have finally gone back to normal with kiki. as normal as they can be, anyway. things are back to being good, anyway. my father likes her so that's a good thing. and my sister's okay with her. she just thinks that kiki can be a little... freakish sometimes. i wouldn't have her any other way, though. plus, amelia's just jealous that i'm spending more time with kiki than i am with her. she needs to understand that i have a life, now..
JOURNAL ENTRY FEBRUARY TWENTY FIFTH 2010
BEST. BIRTHDAY. EVER!
she told me she loved me. and i love her...
i love her i love her i love her i love her i love her.
yes, i honestly do. she's just.. perfect for me and i've never been sure about anything in my entire life, the way i'm sure about kiki. i love her. those three words are what i'm going to say to her. tomorrow. first thing. i'll take her out for breakfast and then i'll tell her. i would have tonight.. if she hadn't walked away from me. anyway. need sleep so i can wake up tomorrow and be ready!
JOURNAL ENTRY FEBRUARY TWENTY SIXTH 2010
so i went round her her house. she wasn't in.. and nobody had seen her since yesterday. but this is kiki. she probably got drunk and passed out on a bench somewhere. silly little girl. haha. i'll go to the park later and find her. with some breakfast for her. then i'll tell her. and everything will be perfect once again.
JOURNAL ENTRY FEBRUARY TWENTY EIGHTH 2010
so. they still don't know where she is. she wasn't at our park bench. or at our tree. or our den. or any place of ours. i'm worried about her.. she isn't answering her phone.. i'm just.. scared. i want my kiki back..
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VOICEMAIL TO KIKI COLTON FROM ALEX MCLAIR ON 02/03/10
"kiki, are you safe? please call me. i'm worried sick about you. did i do something wrong? i miss you. where are you? please.. phone me. text me.. leave me a voicemail back. just something to let me know that you're safe! please.. as soon as you get this.."
VOICEMAIL TO KIKI COLTON FROM ALEX MCLAIR ON 04/03/10
"this is getting weird, kiki. no, not just weird. it's getting scary. i miss you. i'm worried about you. i've lost you. i need you. please call me as soon as you get this. i'm just going to make myself believe the last voicemail i left you didn't actually get through to you. i'll text you. and then you can text me back, yeah? i know you've got your phone.. it never leaves you.. i think. anyway. come on, you've got to give me hope, kiki. please.. i.. i lo-"
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TEXT MESSAGE TO KIKI COLTON FROM ALEX MCLAIR ON 19/03/10
okay. so you're ignoring me? is this some way of telling me you don't really love me? because i get it if it is. in fact. y'know what. why bother messing me around any more? you're probably already messing around with the guy you've probably run away with. go ahead. slag. just forget everything we had. i hate you.
TEXT MESSAGE TO KIKI COLTON FROM ALEX MCLAIR ON 19/03/10
no. i didn't mean that. i'm sorry. i don't hate you. i love you. i'm just frustrated that i can't see you. please don't take anything on that text seriously. i'm so sorry. you're not a slag. you're my kiki and i miss you so much. you've been gone for too long.. it's killing me. please.. i.. )-:
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JOURNAL ENTRY MAY TWENTY FIFTH 2010
.. i need to find kiki. i've just.. told my father i need to look for her. so i'm going to wander today. she can't have gone far. i'll go to all the places she told me about. i'll just.. i'll find her. i have to.
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